Right person, wrong time.
That’s the summary for this relationship. It was real while it lasted.
I bought a uniqlo jumper for Tom, it was the least I could do. He immediately said he will wear this to the engagement party tomorrow. I’m glad he likes the jumper. It’s the first and last present I will buy for him. This thought hurts me a lot ☹️ I also bought him his favourite perinase (hot version!) and shin ramyun/kimchi ramyun. I finally drank the tea I bought him from Bulgaria, how did it taste? IDK. I just wanted to have an excuse to talk to him for one last time.
At 7pm I reluctantly said I need to go. Partly because he got a long drive down to Bristol, and partly because the longer I stay the more teary I will get. I will miss his hug so so much 😢.
Got home and read the letter he wrote for me. The end is here. No doubt about it. I need to gracefully bow out. Goodbye my love. Take care and I love you.
Night night and sweet dreams 🤗🐻 Xxx
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