Birthday present for myself?

Now that I’m 4 days into my 33yo life, I felt like I needed to start something for me to look back on when i’m old. So here’s another blog 😊

Ever since I reached my birthday 4 days ago I’ve been having a lot of weird and wonderful 🤔 dreams.I don’t know what is happening but I hope it’s not a sign to come because it’s just weird. So here we go…..

Amy-Jane

My first dream took place on the 31st of March. I was in premier in Old Street London. Alice step next to me and when I Woke up the first thing I said to her was “oh my God I had a dream last night and I gave birth to a baby girl named Amy-Jane”. Details are getting slightly fuzzy now even though it was only four days ago. In the dream I gave birth 2 days ago, I had a Caesarean section. I stuck to my guns even while I was dreaming 🤣 I could clearly see my scar just underneath my bikini line. I was sat in my house,parents house to be exact, And my mum and sister was around me walking up and down the living. The husband/boyfriend/partner was nowhere to be seen, which made me wonder 🤔 did I give birth to a girl by myself and now I have officially become a single mother? The sense of being a single mother was very strong. does this mean I will become a single mother in the future I will give birth to a girl named Amy Jane? The baby has a pair of crystal blue coloured eyes. They were so clear and so blue, It felt like it was something out of a film. But thinking about it there is no chance that I could give birth to a girl with blue eyes because it’s a recessive gene and I have brown eyes so even if I meet somebody who has got blue eyes the baby would never get blue eyes. Oh of course I forgotten about the dog! So in my dream I left a Labrador inside my car before I gave birth and nobody knew about that, So there I was sat on the sofa panicking thinking oh my God the dog has been in the car for 4-5 days! not fed no water no nothing. But I didn’t tell anyone about it I was just panicking on the sofa and that’s it 🤔.

Anyways to summarise I had a baby girl called Amy Jane and she has crystal blue eyes 👀

Rarber

so on the second night I was hoping I could continue the dream from the previous night. I don’t know if this is a continuation, but I definitely saw a man in this dream. His name is Rarber, and he was in my bedroom showing me 2 pictures of sign autographs. One was signed by an unknown person but the second one I clearly remember it to be Andy Lau. It says To RARBER Capital letters and obviously you finish off by his signature which I don’t even know if it’s correct or not. That’s how I remember his name. But who is he? Why did you come from I have no idea. Is it all interlinked? I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️

And the dream I had last night was just plain weird. I will somehow back with my doctor ex, he bought the whole flat in Reading, as in the whole whole four floors. On the road outside the flat was all sealed off because of a local marathon. While I was walking back to the flat I somehow managed to get onto the track and then Ryan (haem SpR) ran 2 fingers down my neck while he was overtaking me. I look back and he then he stopped at the hydration Station. I kept walking until I reached the house and realised my ex had moved on and have invited a girl over for dinner. She is fat and ugly and small. Clearly I was disappointed by his choice but then again that’s not my problem. and then for some reason I really wanted to have a shower so I took my clothes off, put a towel around my body and then I asked her “do you need the toilet because I need to have a shower” and then she said to me oh no I’m okay I have a hernia so I don’t need to use the toilet. I was like what is happening???